I have been working here at Bow escorts at this escorts site http://charlotteaction.org/bow-escorts/ for three years now, and during that time I have got to know one of my gents really well. This month is actually my last month at the agency as I am living and going on to college. He says that he is going to miss me terribly and would like to marry me. I do like him a lot and we have some really good times together, but marriage… I am not so sure that I am ready to get married and at the end of the day, I am only 24 years old.
My mom was married at the age of 21 and she says that it has been okay. Of course, my mom does not know that I am working for Bow escorts at the moment. It is the sort of thing that can be difficult to tell your mom. My mom did not go to college or anything like that, and I do want to educate myself. It is only beauty training but it is something that I would really like to do. My gent says that he does not mind, and that he would like to help me out.
I do like him, and he is bags of fun to be with. The only problem is that it feels a bit like an arranged marriage. A few of the girls from Bow escorts have got involved in these kind of marriages and they seem to have done alright. The only problem is that they have given up a lot of their independence and I am not sure that I am prepared to do that at all. I like my apartment, and the fact that it is all mine does mean a lot to me. My gent says that I would not need to sell it, I could rent it out.
Do I feel real passion love for this guy? At the moment I don’t really know what I feel as I seem to fall in love every day here at Bow escorts. We meet lots of nice people, and it is hard to analyze how you feel about your dates. I am sure that I would not come to any harm in the marriage but I am not sure it would be my cup of tea neither. He is ten years older than I am and that is not a big deal to me at all.
A couple of the girls here at Bow escorts have met him and say that he is nice. They think that marrying would be a smart thing to do. But, I don’t want to marry somebody because it is the smart thing to do. I would like to marry somebody because I am crazy in love with them, and that is not the way I feel about this guy. That being said, a lot of my Indian friends have done really well in their marriages. They have all been arranged and it seems that they have learned to love their husbands. Can I learn to love?